slept for 2 hours the night before, and slept for only 3 hours last night.

zouk last night was super impromptu.
prolly a little too much alcohol. but it wasnt my fault. try standing next to emmett during a game of fiveten. he is the ultimate pro. the beer. the baileys. the chivas greentea. the vodka ribena. the vodka orange. i think enough alcohol consumption for the entire month of feb. AND HELLOOOO I WASNT DRUNK AS MENTIONED IN AIWEI'S BLOG. CAT CAN ATTEST TO THAT SINCE SHE HAS SEEN MY DRUNK MOMENTS!!! so ladies, shall we shall we shall we again? wednesday or friday. or both. its my term break! :)

how can i be so fucking contradictory? last night i was both happy and upset. i can be crying one min, laughing the other. i am such a bitch i swear.

my entire body is aching.

i miss the girls. sigh. the last time i saw them was a week ago.

the different lifestyles i have, what am i doing?